We're just one more day away! (from Embryo Transfer, that is)
It's hard not to get excited, but we're trying to keep the emotions under the surface (my husband is much better than I am at this right now) because we were supposed to do this a month ago right before Christmas, conditions just weren't right.
Before egg retrieval you're given an HCG trigger shot which is supposed to help release the eggs from the ovary so the doctor can harvest them, etc. Well, apparently my body was SUPER good at absorbing the HCG, causing my estrogen levels to go through the roof and sending me into the early stages of ovarian hyper-stimulation (think mild flu symptoms). According to my doc, if we had gone through then with a fresh transfer, I had a 20% chance of getting full-blown hyper-stimulation requiring me to be hospitalized for the duration of the pregnancy. Not a very pleasant outlook.
We were given the choice on whether we wanted proceed, and we decided it just wasn't worth it. I took it pretty hard, but in the long run my husband I agreed that a month's difference isn't that bad, and it's best that I remain healthy.
So they froze our embryos and I got off all meds and was given a new date in January. My hormone levels normalized, and I was put back on the meds to prepare my uterus for embryos, and since my retrieval was already out of the way, I had no need of the HCG shot that was the cause of all this business in the first place.
Things this time have been going well, and yesterday morming I had yet another routine blood draw (I have become quite friendly with our fertility center's resident vampire/phlebotomist), to check that my hormone levels were all in check for our scheduled transfer. I got the normal call that afternoon to talk over results, and surprise, surprise, one of my meds needs to be increased in dosage, and I need to add another med to my regimen.
I am SO glad I downloaded the Dosecast app on my phone, because I have one pill I have to take two off 3x a day, estrogen patches I need to change every three days, the dreaded Projesterone shot right in the rear every single night at 7pm, and now a newly-added Projesterone pill 4x a day. I have always been a very healthy person, so I am just not used to having to remember to take so much stuff!
And I swear, I have no idea how some single women can be so baby-hungry as to do this all on their own, a la J-Lo in The Backup Plan (which admittedly I've never actually seen), especially those darn butt shots. Seriously, I count myself lucky to have such an awesome husband who isn't scared of needles (he was diagnosed with type 1 diabetes as a young child, so he's no stranger to giving injections) and is completely willing to administer them for me.
Speaking of injections, people tried to tell me that it will hurt less if you do it yourself. I'm calling bull crap on that one. Well, maybe that's true if you have a squeemish partner, but I tried and I couldn't even bring myself to puncture my own skin. Having the husband do it for me was awesome because #1, he's quick about it, and #2, I'm allowed to look away. I watched once (with the leg and belly shots I had to take prior to retrieval), and it hurt so much more because I was anticipating the pain and knew exactly when it was going down.
So anyhow, if you could send some good vibes my way, that would be awesome! Like any hopeful parents-to-be, we want everything to go as smoothly as possible!
Love and peace!